催眠总结与个人见解系列：新冠疫情与自由 IQH Summaries and personal insights: COVID and freedom

Dear beautiful souls, recently many people are concerned about COVID outbreak in Shanghai, China. Meanwhile, chaos around logistics of the lockdown and implementations of China’s ‘zero COVID’ policy have been exposed throughout social media platforms. In this blog, I share information received from my clients’ higher self from Illuminated Quantum Healing Hypnosis (IQH) sessions.

About higher self: when a client is hypnotized and connected to his/her higher self, the information they share is often not what they would say under an active conscious mind. The higher self is connected to the vast amount of knowledge and wisdom in the universe. Our higher self can see the bigger picture, anything about the past and possible future. This blog is presented in both Chinese and English. All sharing of information is anonymous with permissions from my clients.

Part 1 . 关于疫情什么时候结束 【中文是原始对话语言】

这段对话发生于2022年3月5号，对话的背景是客户M正经历人生中一段独处时光。

M的高我： 去【某地点】，她就不那么孤独了

我：请问她需要经常去这个地方吗？

M的高我：如果可以去她就去，这会让她感觉到快乐。等疫情结束她可以亲自去，现在 只能参加线上活动。

我：你可以跟我们分享一下，疫情大概在什么时候结束吗？

M的高我： 它结束不了，但是到今年夏天你们就已经自由了。

（备注: 我与客户坐标北美，未详细追问自由是否也指北美之外的区域）

我：所以这个疫情会一直存在，人类会跟它共处吗？

M的高我：它不可能结束，它就是人类的造化。

我：十分感谢你的分享， 关于疫情，有没有其他想分享给客户与其他人的消息？

M的高我：要坚持自己的选择，保护好自己就行，不用在意别人的看法。她的朋友很不理解，因为这些事情与她争吵，她不提就可以。她要做好自己，做自己觉得对的事。

Part 1. About when COVID would end [this is an English translation of the original message received in Chinese]

This conversation happened on March 5th, 2022. Background of the conversation: client M had been experiencing a lonely time by herself.

M’s Higher Self：Go visit [a certain place]，she would not feel so lonely afterwards.

Me: Does she need to visit this place often?

M’s Higher Self：If she could visit, she would go, because this would make her happy. After the COVID restriction ended, she can go in person, but now she can only attend online activities.

Me: Could you please share with us, when would COVID end?

M’s Higher Self：COVID will not end, but you guys would be free this summer.

(Note: both my client and I are located in North America, I did not further ask whether other places beyond North America would also be free this summer)

Me: So COVID will always be with us, would humans learn to live with this virus?

M’s Higher Self: It is impossible for COVID to end, it is human karma/creation.

(Note: the original Chinese word transmission had both the meaning of karma and creation, I left it both here, my client sensed this word more towards the karma context.)

Me：Thank you very much for your sharing. Is there anything else you would like to share about COVID to M or other people?

M’s Higher Self: Stick to your choice, protect yourself, everything will be okay. Don’t care too much about other people’s opinion. Her friend doesn’t understand her and argues with her because of COVID related personal choices, she does not need to discuss this with them. She needs to do what she thinks is right and take good care of herself.

Part 2 与疫情相关的自由与旅行 【原始对话是英文，中文是翻译版】

这段对话发生与2022年3月26号，对话的背景是当时北美多处还有疫情相关限制政策，比如强制疫苗、疫苗护照、强制口罩、聚会限制等等，客户J感觉到不自由。J的高我先回答了一个问题，提到她这一辈子的目的就是寻找快乐、喜悦，以及连接。

我：J需要知道什么来帮助她达到一个更高的存在状态，如何才能帮助她感觉到快乐、喜悦与幸福感呢？

J的高我：抓住机会，为自由而战，这是值得的。

我：J想知道，现在我们是时候走向自由了吗？

J的高我：很快。

我：多快呢？

J的高我：也许在圣诞节之前。

我：你指的是国际旅行吗？

J的高我：是的。

我：J想知道我们未来会不会有自由。

J的高我：一部分人会。

我：为什么只有一部分人？

J的高我：因为这一部分人可以照顾好自己，离开不自由的地方。

我：所以自由存在于我们每个人的内心，我们可以决定是否选择自由，对吗？

J的高我：并不是对每一个人。

我： J以后会找到自由吗，她的孩子会自由吗？

J的高我：是的。

Part 2. COVID related freedom and travel (English is the original language of message transmission).

This conversation happened on March 26, 2022, when many places in North America still had COVID related mandates, such as vaccine mandate, vaccine passport, mask mandate, restrictions over social gathering. Client J felt herself losing freedom. J’s higher self answered her question over her life purpose first and mentioned that her mission here on earth is to seek joy, happiness, and connection.

Me: what does she need to know to move into a higher state of being, to be happy, to seek joy and happiness?

J’s Higher self: Take chances, fight for your freedom, it’s worth it.

Me: J would like to know whether it is time for us to go towards freedom?

J’s Higher self: Soon.

Me：How soon is it?

J’s Higher self: Maybe by Christmas.

Me：Are you talking about traveling internationally?

J’s Higher self: Yes

Me: She would like to know whether we would be free in the future?

J’s Higher self: Some people will.

Me：Why is that?

J’s Higher self: Because they can take care of themselves and get away.

Me：So freedom is within each one of us, we can choose to be free or not, is that true?

J’s Higher self: Not everybody.

Me：Will she be free? Will her children be free?

J’s Higher self: Yes.

Part 3 关于疫情与自由，个人看法分享，为自由而战。

声明：今天我所分享的所有内容均为个人观点与选择，你不需同意我所说的内容，也不鼓励任何人尝试我做过的事，请跟随你的内心，做你认为对的选择。

首先，疫苗无法阻止病毒传播而只能减缓感染后症状。一个接种了疫苗的人与未接种疫苗的人同样能传播病毒。如果疫苗真的能减缓传播，我们便不再需要限制人群活动、封锁城市或是强制口罩。

其次，人类真的认为疫苗是捷径吗。我们的身体时刻被曝光在各种病毒、细菌、真菌及它们与空气中颗粒与水蒸气所形成的气溶胶里。或许世上有疫苗可在当下减缓人类对新冠感染的症状，在我们个体存在演变的同时，各类微生物包括病毒也在不断进化着，德尔塔、奥密克戎，下一个是什么？封锁城市真的有用吗。我更相信人类身体的强大免疫系统，经历数百万年进化，机智而响应快速，可真正为我们服务。如果说病毒让人类恐慌，或许人类该思考是谁在传递恐惧。

再次，防疫政策真的是为人民考虑吗，封锁城市有什么代价。最近在内网疯传的上海四月之声视频已被和谐，这个视频记录了上海封城乱象。因为封锁城市而导致该使用医疗资源的人没法得到救治而死亡；封锁让家人无法团聚、老人孤独去世而死亡；封锁让密接宠物被无端打死与主人分离的痛苦；封锁让成千上万的人困在家里，每天紧张惶惶度日而产生的恐惧与紧张；封锁让经济停滞，多少生意人没收入却背负着家庭的重担、房贷车贷的压力而崩溃；封锁而资源分配不均，让居民饿肚子而造成恐慌与创伤后应激反应；正值发育期，靠跟伙伴们玩耍而建立世界观、人与人之间联系的孩子，现在去哪玩耍，去哪看世界。

人类是群居生物。我们在一起创造有爱的社会与家庭，靠着这样的连接社会才足以进步。一个指导灵曾说过：“这世界上本就没有会蔓延的、感染性的能量，所有的看似感染，只不过是人类恐惧所引发的、所影射而显现出的现实结果”。因为疾病这个单词在英文里分解开来就是disease，dis-ease，不平静、不自在。真正的捷径是允许我们的身体去做出响应，是提高身体的免疫力，甚至是允许免疫力系统战斗而天然产生抗体，以至于在下一次病毒来临的时候，身体便有备而来。免疫系统的正常运作是人类进化千千万万年的结果，它完美地保护着身体从虚弱的状态中恢复，而我们要做的其实很简单，爱护自己的身体，尽量不做降低免疫系统的事。选择活在平静与爱里，拥抱内心的光和爱，去更加了解自己的身体。封锁城市不利于人类增强免疫力。

我不支持以“安全”之名所提出的任何强制政策，因为我能感受到它基于恐惧，不过是另一种形式的控制。去年魁北克省蒙特利尔市因为“疫苗护照”而引发的一次大游行，我看到成千上万的人集结到市中心和平地抗议，有一段话深深触动了我。演讲的是一个中年男子，他说，“我们不想有这样的一个国家，在这个国家里只有两个阶级的公民（他指打了疫苗和没打疫苗的）；我们想有这样的一个国家，在这个国家里，每个公民都有自由和权利去选择。今天我们在这里不是在这里要求任何特权，而是想要你们来尊重我们的权利、我们的自由、我们的民主”。 我不想中国有这样的健康码，大家按照红绿黄码来被限制行动，每个人生而自由，自由是你的人权，活动是你的自由。我不喜欢被控制言论，喜欢鼓励大家改变旧的社会架构与思维模式。改变从你和我开始，说出你的声音。也许政府一直认为人类需要被封锁，也许十年后一部分人还在家里，因为病毒还未消失。新冠也不可能消失，因为很多国家已全面开放与病毒共处。对我而言，对自由的抗争是坚持我的选择，坚定地站在我的选择与人权里。

2021年的圣诞节，我收到多伦多大学的一封‘do-not-reply’邮件通知我，学籍会在两天后被自动注销，因为我没打疫苗。因为疫情，两年没去学校上学，远程科研一直很顺利，不需要去学校也能完成博士学位。大学的疫苗接种率甚至已超过95%。用这样的政策来逼迫大家在疫苗与学位之间做选择到底是为了什么。第二天我决定自己不退后也不屈服。我不需要这一纸文凭，因为人生已朝其他方向开花，但我想做完它，不是因为我多想读完，而是想争取我可读完的权利，为自由选择而战。第二天擦干眼泪的我发了很多封邮件，得到老板与其他指导教授的支持，给院长与副院长提出了远程学习的正式要求。我质疑学校一刀切的疫苗政策，违背了学校为自己设立的核心价值，包括平等与以学生为本。如果学校因为私人医疗决定而拒绝我受教育的权利，这是不平等。被通知退学而没人同我商议远程学习的选择，这不是以学生为本。

感觉自己的权利在一步步被拿走，直到被通知退学，好像站在权利链顶端的人俯瞰着我说：“不打疫苗是吧，好了，你的时间到了，可以被退学了，走吧”。社会真的没有倒退？我真的活在21世纪？我没法不站起来争取自己的权利。因为这事我还被院长邀请谈话，院长同意继续让我暂时远程学习，但未保证以后我能顺利答辩毕业。感觉自己算是前进了一小步。2022年三月，我被所处研究中心隶属的健康机构下岗，对方不续约，因为我没打疫苗，我所提交的远程工作与疫苗豁免申请也被拒绝。同样，所有员工已有序远程工作两年，我有电脑便可远程处理数据写文章。面对这样的政策，我满脑子问号。疫苗代表着什么？这样就能决定一个人受教育的权利、一个人被雇佣的机会吗？

我带着十足的勇气与力量写下这篇博文，不在意他人如何看待我，想用这种方式来告诉你们，你有权利与自由选择你认为对的事。你的选择，在不伤害他人的前提下，值得被尊重与支持，没人能控制你的选择，除非你选择被人控制。如果你感觉自己无法自由选择与发声，我鼓励你说出你的声音，再试试。当一群人声音够大的时候，便没人能删除得过来。前不久，因多伦多大学职工与学生数月来对学校疫苗政策的不满而提交投诉，学校终于决定在五月一号取消疫苗强制令（https://westernstandardonline.com/2022/03/u-of-t-drops-covid-mandates-after-human-rights-complaint/）。这是发声的力量。你和我正在书写历史，由你选择想站在历史的哪一边。

我祈祷每一个人健康平安、自由和平。你生而自由。

Update on Nov 17, 2022: 今天我想来这里更新一下我的近况来回答一些朋友的关心。我已经与2022年8月15号顺利完成我的博士学位，毕业典礼安排在了2022年11月15号，也就是我写下这段文字的前两天，虽然我没能去出席毕业典礼。我毕业之后从八月初便开始了义工旅行，去不同的地方做义工来看世界。我会在这个YouTube频道来更新我的旅行vlog: Sacred Temple of Love. 我也会在B站更新：sacredtemple小科 。同时我也完成一种催眠方法的证书，叫内省催眠。另外也我会在路上有网络有时间的时候跟客户提供催眠服务。当我真的彻底离开了曾经我将自己困住的教育系统之后，当我甩开博士的标签之后，当我抛下父母社会乃至是曾经的我自己给予自己的期待之后，我开始真正地体会到自由，也从另外一个角度体会到了COVID的意义。

也许COVID便是那个把我们从你不属于的地方脱离的那个催化剂，虽然离开的过程并不是那么开心快乐，因为我们在这个过程中看到了政府的黑暗与控制，我们拼命地不想成为那个被控制与压迫的人。如果你真的想要追寻到自由，真正摆脱控制的是我们自己，或许自由对你而言是最终离开那些你不属于的地方，或许是调整你的心态与看待世界与自己的角度，又或许是在你所在的行业与学校做出你想要的积极改革。无论是哪种方式，COVID都在努力呼叫每一个人醒过来，觉醒到光与爱，如何能在看似充满混乱、谎言与控制的世界里将自己的频率调整到一个高的状态，学习如何让自己充满爱地去迎接每一天，如何能爱自己、爱他人、爱地球，回归真正的自己。如此，你便是在积极地改变这个世界！

Namaste,

小科

Part 3. About COVID and freedom. Sharing my personal experience and my fight for freedom.

Regarding the content I shared below, I recently recorded a YouTube video in English, but was soon deleted by YouTube for violating community rules and spreading false information. Disclaimer: All the content I share today are personal opinions and choices. You do not need to agree to what I share, nor do I encourage anyone to try what I did. Please follow your heart and make authentic choices that feel true to you.

First off, vaccines do not prevent the spread of the virus, but they can alleviate post-infection symptoms. That is, both the vaccinated and unvaccinated people can spread the virus.

Further, are vaccines really shortcuts? Our bodies are constantly exposed to various viruses, bacteria, fungi and their aerosols with airborne particles and vapor. Perhaps there is a vaccine in the world that can alleviate COVID symptoms, but microorganisms are constantly evolving just as humans, Delta, Omicron, what's next? I believe in our our intelligent and powerful immune system that has been evolving over millions of years to defend and protect us from substances and organisms that are potentially harmful to our body.

Moreover, can cities be locked down forever? Is it more beneficial to lock the city down? The cost and harm of locking down cities is far greater than opening them up. One recent video (Voice of Shanghai In April) that went viral on the internet has been censored in China. This video spoke nothing but truth and chaos observed during lock-down in Shanghai; deaths of people who needed to use medical resources but cannot be treated in time due to the lockdown; elders died alone in their home due to inability to see their families; millions of people trapped at home with fear and anxiety magnified by the lockdown; the stagnant economy, people who run small businesses stressed about having no income but with family to support and mortgage to pay; the uneven distribution of lockdown resources and post-traumatic stress caused by starving residents; and where do the kids play? Where are their friends and playgrounds?

As lead by the mainstream median, it seems that the mass majority is concerned about how many people died from Covid-19, but do you know that many more people die each year from cardiovascular diseases and cancers other than Covid? People or specific susceptible populations who are overly worried about the virus and their own bodies can of course choose to stay at home and protect themselves in their own ways, but it is impossible to ask everyone to live in that mentality. China’s current zero-virus policy is unrealistic.

Humans are social creatures. Together we build a loving society and family, and it is only by creating an interconnected society can we evolve. A spiritual guide once said: "there is no contagious energy in this world. All the seemingly contagious energy is only the actual result manifested by human fear." The word disease writes as dis-ease, no calmness, uncomfortableness. Rather than living in fear and worries, isn't it better for human beings to live in the support of one another, connection of each other, connection with our own body, mind, and spirit, and in peace and love?

I do not support any mandate proposed in the name of "safety", because I feel that it is all based on fear, and everything is just another form of control. Last year, in a large demonstration triggered by the "vaccine passport" in Montreal, Quebec, tens of thousands of people gathered in the city center to peacefully protest. One speaker said, "We don't want a country where there are only two classes of citizens (he means vaccinated and unvaccinated); we want a country where every citizen has the freedom and the right to choose. Today we are not here to ask for any privileges, we want you to respect our rights, our freedoms, our democracy.” Likewise, I don’t want China to have a health QR code. People get restrictions because of their color code. Everyone is born free, freedom is your human right, and you are free to choose where to go.

Internet censorship and no freedom of speech on some mainstream social medial platforms may have silent your voice, but we gotta try again and try harder to get the message out. The government may think that we need to be at home forever with a tracking QR code because COVID only evolved but did not disappear. It is indeed impossible for COVID to disappear now unless China locks down the whole country with no trade with other countries whatsoever, as many countries in the world have chosen to make peace with COVID. I'm here to encourage everyone to help dismantle social structure and thought patterns that do not serve the best of our society. My fight for freedom began with standing strongly by my choice.

During Christmas 2021, I received a 'do-not-reply' email from the University of Toronto informing me that I would be de-enrolled automatically two days later due to my non-compliance to vaccine mandate. Due to COVID, I haven't been to school for two years. I have not had any problems with remote studying and don't need to go to school to complete my Ph.D. degree. The next day, I made up my mind that I would not back down or give in. I decided to fight this ridiculous mandate because it is my human right, my choice to finish my degree although I don't really need it now. I received support from my supervisors and other advisors and made a formal request for distance learning to the dean and associate dean. I questioned the school's one-size-fits-all vaccine policy, which goes against the core values ​​that university has established for itself, including equality and client-focused approach. If the school denied my right to receive education because of my personal medical decision, that's inequality. I was notified to be withdrawn without any discussion over accommodations, which is apparently not a client-focused approach.

I felt like my rights were being taken away step by step, until one day I was told to drop out, as if the person at the top of the authority was looking down to me arrogantly and saying, "You won’t get vaccinated, right? okay, the time has come, you are expelled, you may leave now". Have we gone backwards in society? Am I really living in the 21st century? When I am pushed into a corner, I had no choice but to stand up and fight for my rights. Because of this, I was invited to talk with the dean of department who agreed to let me continue studying remotely but said I may not be able to successfully defend my thesis in the future. Anyhow, I feel like I've taken a step forward.

In March 2022, I was laid off by the health organization affiliated to the research center I was working with. They refused to renew my contract because I did not receive my vaccines. My application for remote work and vaccine exemption was also rejected. Likewise, all employees have been working remotely for two years. I had a computer to process data and wrote research articles remotely. I don't understand. What do vaccines stand for now? How could this determine a person's right to receive education and employment? Are you sure that our society has not gone backwards? This to me is like what happened in old times, the privilege of getting something more because you have something, such as being a male.

I am writing this blog with my courage and strength, not caring about what others think of me, with the intention of spreading awareness and freedom. You have the right and freedom to choose what you think is right. Your choice is worthy of respect and support, given that it is not hurting others, and no one has the right to control the choices of yours, unless you wish to be controlled.

If you feel that you cannot choose and speak freely, I encourage you to still speak up your voice. For when our voice is loud enough, there is no way they can censor it. The university recently decided to dropped the vaccine mandate on May 1st 2022, due to multiple human right complaints filed from faculty and students over months (https://westernstandardonline.com/2022/03/u-of-t-drops-covid-mandates-after-human-rights-complaint/). This is the power of people standing together, speaking up and fighting for their rights. When enough people speak out, I strongly believe that changes will come.

We are writing history, and you get to decide which side of the history you would like to be. I pray that all humans be free and peaceful. You are born FREE.

Update on Nov 17, 2022: I would like write an update to respond to some of the greetings I received. I completed my PhD degree on August 15, 2022. My graduation ceremony was on November 15, 2022, although I did not choose to attend it in person. Soon after I finished my degree, I started traveling via volunteer work to see the world. You can follow my journey here on this YouTube Channel: Sacred Temple of Love. I also completed another hypnosis training named introspective hypnosis, which I would talk more about in another post. Meanwhile, I would provide hypnosis service to my clients when I have time and stable internet.

After I have left the educational system that I chose to get myself stuck in, after I have pull off that doctoral label, and after I have thrown away expectations from parents, society or even my past self, I felt deep freedom and peace. I also experience the purpose of COVID from another perspective. Perhaps COVID is that catalyst to move you away from where you are/were not supposed to be. Although the process of leaving the old workplace/relationships/self was not always pleasant, because many of us saw and experienced darkness and control from the government, and we don't wish to be the ones that were controlled and limited, to be told of what we can and cannot do. I know that not everyone would choose to leave their work/school even if they were suppressed, however, we are the ones who choose to be free. If you chose to me free, perhaps freedom to you means to eventually leave where you don't belong to, or it could be choosing to see yourself and people/things around you in a different perspective (with more love), or be those ones who propose and implement positive changes to the systems where you are. No matter which way you choose to embrace freedom, COVID is that ultimate wake-up call for everyone to awaken to love and light, which is the opposite of control and darkness. COVID is teaching us how to maintain self-love and love for others in a seemingly chaotic environment, how to maintain a higher frequency to balance ourself and to return to who you truly are. With that, you are changing the world! :)

Namaste,

Xiaoke/Marcia